upset stomach :x

i've been having a upset stomach since ard 2am ytd :x
it's like so damm freaking pain ~
it's not auntie visit ; it's just pain ~
maybe i ate sth wrong or whatever shit !
hope it's get better ltr on ~

it's the 29th today :(
it's our annivesary .. but it's the past ;
i'm reminiscing the past i knew ;
i shld have let go ;
just forget him and look forward .
i know i shldn't be missing or thinking of him now as i got mrJO ard with me aldri;
it will not be fair to mrJO if i continue to be like this ;
but i can say that i still miss anan badly :(

anw , mrJO haven told me when is his off day :x

and he always say super lots of thing that make me jealous :x

im waiting for him to knock off and talk on fone , that's the only way we communicate :)

long way to go b4 he ends work ;

watching one litre of tears later or whywhylove2 so my time can pass faster~

and i gonna turn in early today cos i got class at 8am tml :x

school are fun today with nice and funny classmates ard ;

they make my day =)

reg came with a cute but funny hair :))

while jem one was like so funny :x

i dun like AOFA lesson as there's only typing and typing :x
lunch break for 3 hour due to skipping of SW lesson; headed vivo with deb and dia;

ate at food republic ; got myself claypot laksa :)

den went daiso to get ourself piggy bank that cnt be open ;

that's the way to save money i guess , put in cnt go out :))

can anyone tell me a way to slim down ; i wanna slim slim slim !!!!! ~

For anan only :

i did love you once in my heart till today i still miss you but my heart no longer belong to you ; this wasn't unfair to you but you make me left you by neglecting me ~ it's the 29th of the month today , if we're still tgt , we might be celebrating it , i miss every moment spent with you , the happy memories marked down deep in my heart , every outing or even the time we spent tgt are all over in just a blink , we might have end our relation but my mind never leave you , though my heart had die but somehow i still miss you. i fall deep in love with you but nvm , it's all over ;) i shall look forward ; not to my new love , but to the someone who love me deep in his heart for the past of 2 and half years , i shldn't be unfair aldri , he waited for such a long time , he wanted to win my heart but he always failed , im sure he will treat me much more better :) to love and to be loved~who dun wish to be loved . maybe letting you go is the right thing , we ended and end up being bestie , but seems like everything had changed ; we din msg each other anymore nor did we chat online ; we are like having some cold war or like we are hiding from reality :x i dun wanna think anymore , i dun wanna be unfair anymore , i will treat mrJO like how i treat you as this is what you wished too .. i shall fulfil it , i hope soon one day , when you really wants a gf , i hope your partner will love you like i do , give u the best of everything :) im sure you can be a good bf if you want cos i feel love once . i can see that you are doing fine with more of ur female friend getting close back to u and a bunch of nice brother and classmates ~ hope that we got fate to see each other on street again though we said that we will meet whenever we got the time ~ do take care of urself , i can only reminsce the past of ours , if there's fate , we will meet again but i noe we wont :) thanks for everything from the bottom of my heart , love will never be fair :) so no pt clinging on to the past and look forward :)

goodbye mylove(:

muchloves and great misses an's baby;

do live on better than i do ~

see you ard soon and all the best in everything you do:)

once baby ; forever it will be in my heart, i'll remember you.