it's monday again :)
means WORKING DAY =DD
i kinda love working with the ppl here ~
thou a lil but quite fun :D
i can work here and meanwhile revise my work when im damn free ~
as for school work , it's kinda hard lahs ~
whaha!
in less than a month, we gt internal exam liao plus deaddue for project!
DIE!!! we gonna buck up baby :))
ytd i told him sth ~
but i love him still ~
only tt sometime , one may get tired ~
ytd tears rolled down itself ~
i wonder why.
in my heart there's only him :)
recall my past ytd night;
for those guy who stepped into my life..
it's only memories left.
but some, nt even memories..
and now i realise tt when im in sec one, my first crush gt the same name as baby!
but tt's only happen for awhile ~
few outing and he went MIA ~
even all my brothers dun see him anymore.
and nxt, a 2yrs plus but stupid crush!
but i choose to give up after waiting for the whole of 2 yr.
but we nv get tgt , instead he went on with my sisters!
i will nv forget, tt he played their feeling too ~
bcos of him , i let kunrong waited for me for the same time ~
den finally found the first bf of mine(mingqun) ~ i used to hate him in my sec class~
cos over dao! dun even reply when i talked to him.
slowly confernce with classmates and shortly we fall in love.
spend my very first valentine with him in my life,
lols ~ sound stupid !
and i make him cry on my 17th bday when i invited too many guys to my bday!
he hid at a corner and cry serectly. i feel so bad cos he's the first guy who cry for me ~ i know he's jealous ~
life continue for us smoothly,
everything changes when ite life came, gt into the same campus and course.
he is one of the pop in sch tt year. alot of girls wanting to knw him ~
but he dun wan, only till this particular girl name mich tt he's interested after sometime when tt girl keep pestering him. shortly after, he's no longer sweets, caring. quarrelling took place very often ~ and soon, i found out sth wasn't right.
so one night i ask him abt our relation. he didn't mention much. but i told him i wanna break cos i know his heart for me had die to another girl~
i rather him to be happy so i let him go by saying one last word to him.
(wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni, shi ying wei wo tai ai ni). 050505 the story ended, and oso we lost contact :)
130505. just shortly after i met another man.
but we are only fren all the way till last yr..
many things happened.
i duno what is real or what is nt real.
no longer trust in it ~
i duno hw many time he lies to me or to others.
only god knows~
he say he love me shortly after..
i choose to believe him. den slowly have a crush on him w/o him knowing.
only let him noe abt it when he went in on july~b4 tt night, he wanted me so much but i rejected. waited for 18 mths. we did gt tgt after all the ups and downs~
but he make mi almost go crazy tt i fall deeply into him.
sometime after, i felt out of it ~
the days i was hurt was uncountable!
and now, he told someone tt, tt time he wanted to patch but i gt bf liao~
nv regret after losing her/him ~
it's our fate our destiny tt we will never meet in love :)
but still thank him for the unforgetable memory.
he oso make me to lost my confident in love and trust.
this makes me learnt tt, ppl might change. feeling too!
he changes alot ever since he came out (:
all the best in his life and his mum too!
nv regret loving him(my last ex bf whom i love him so so much in the past) but thank to him , i met eric now :D
in between , many ppl step into my life too!
francis who is a best fren of mine nw ~
i duno why we gt tgt, with no feeling it it~
but nw we're still fren:)
he's still care of hw many bf treat me :D
and bring me out for dinner when he moved to jurong to cheer me up when im outta of love last yr ~ ( wondering did he keep the letter i wrote tt moved his tears ) his bro asked what on the letter but only me and him knew it :DD
i told him le , i wanna him to be my fren for life ~
a fren tt will always be there whenever i need someone :D
wilson and vincent ~
im sorry. i did hurt them badly too ~
till nw wilson still somehow hate me for being the first girl who left him.
while vincent, i gt nth to say so breaking up is the best reason :)
alvin , a nt bad bf but un-caring!
only tink abt himself ~
maybe tt time we still young bahs :)
eddie makes mi insecure too!
and the first guy who delete off my friendster cos he say too many guys!
i left him bcos im tired aldri ~
he gt more girl den i does ~
shortly after, he found himself a new gf(:
den lastly is anan(:
we are very sweet at first.
den still sweet after i broke off with him.
me and him only consist of friend den boyfriend.
i duno why either.
but once in my life, i love him :)
you all might tink tt im flirt.
but sometime it's nt my fault too ~
one may get tired for loving someone so hard.
i gt hurt too . im upset too.
thou i broke off with them, i gt my own reason why(:
maybe they will be happy without me ard :)
love is nv fair , i rather they are the one who is happy den myself ~
and now, im deeply in love with this boy of mine.
i really wishes for forever.
but i duno what does forever means too.
cos ppl say tt there's no forever in this world~
but baby believe me tt we will overcome everything tgt(:
cos ur heart tied onto my heart.
i told myself tt i gonna make this love last no matter how hard it could be.
im trying my best le (: so u must too!
i knw u love me too!
but only lesser comment and blog post till to u gt no time(:
nvm , msg and fonecall will make my day too :D
baby i love u and only u :D
see u ltr after work for school (:
loving u always~
rmb, Every Thirteen of the Month makes our love grows stronger!
missing you always (:
Multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and
you'll still only have a glimpse of how much I love you
you're mine always(:
and i will be yours always :D
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