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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

我的心是多麽的痛;
多麽的伤心。。
我们吵架了,很久很久没这样难过了。
都怪我,脾气很坏,
真得很对不起 。。
我们都哭了,第一次看到你在我面前哭,我更加难过。
对不起,让你掉下了男儿泪。
都是我不好, 脾气很倔强。
差一点,我们一路走来的爱都结束了。
我们都在气头上,什麽话都能从口中说出。
你有多麽的好和坏我都能说。
不是故意,也不是有意~
你也说了,忍了我的臭脾气很久。 我也着麽说了。
你还对我说,不满意我们就分手吧。
这句话伤我最深 。 我知道你也不舍得, 要不然你就不会落泪。
我知道你还是爱我的。
然后你还在我面前说了很多气话 。。 也伤了我的心, 可是我知道多是在气我的。
最后,我们还是抱在一起 。 你也对我说了我爱你。
我也是很爱你的,只是偶尔会发小姐脾气 。
最后还是要说声对不起, 我爱你到永远 ~

all thanks to myself, leading into this state.
was at his house since sat night.
Hugging to slp every night is loving indeed (:
we even had MJ session tgt with his family.
Yes, on MC ytd, cos he ask me to accompany him too.
wanted to acc him so i went to see a doctor.
With my nose blocked, ear blocked and headache.
after that, went back to his hse,
for MJ session again with his cousin and mum.
Cos they are on leave and they wanted to play..
Played a total of 3 pok. His mum left to cook and his ah yi sat down.
Was happily playing till something piss me off totally!
mood swing right away but din show it up.
i dont like ppl to shu bu qi one ~
in a game, there's win and lose for sure.
if you really shu bu qi then don't play..
the more i play, the more dulan i get, i duno why either.
i either win with zha hu lo ! freaking right ~
i dulan anything oso can do de ~
And baby scold me lo. What he scold is right la,
i shouldn't be bother with her either.
Sigh ~ i oso dont mean it as well ~
i guess i should kick away my bad attitude bahs.
and i guess, i wont play with them the following time,
cos only with them i will like that,
so far played with others i never like tat b4.
aiya, afterall is my fault la, all thanks to my f. attitude lo.
We had some heart to heart talk after we cool down abit.
sat on the bed and talk, i talk and cry tgt and i keep nagging at him.
Yes, he forgave me and we are fine now, but my heart is still hurt.
Hugged me and say i love you ~
Send me down to hail a cab, hug and kiss me before i board the cab.
after that, he msg me to forget about it.
Yes, forget about it and don't repeat history again MABEL LAU!!
Baby boy i love you (:
yes you gonna continue telling me your dreams later on when we meet ~
after this quarrel, i love you more. Cherish you more and treasure you more.
A lesson learnt and also to forgive and forget, giving in and that.

Thank you for the listening ear ah hui sis !
you're the best ~
you're always there for me whenever i need help since 2007.
in many ways to cheer me up, jokes with me, and share my problem with me.
Good News coming from your side ^^
Age gap isn't a big problem at all !
just play your part for now (:
i believe you will have a blissful life in the future.
When you face a problem, im just a call away (:

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